Overall Themes
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From fear to wisdom to clarity.
From now till Wednesday, we are being encouraged to pursue wisdom as we are uniquely wired, and then for the remainder of the week, as our wisdom deepens, clarity will naturally unfold.
Fear is the shadow, the underbelly, the point of tension within all of this right now. It is the baseline, the starting point that pushes us to pursue what we think we want: understanding. Yet, understanding is elusive and eventually lands us in the lap of surrender, where we actually need to be. It’s here in this comforting, yet open space that we can finally receive the nourishment of wisdom. Divine wisdom is what we truly needed all along. It’s what leads us to clarity, that ultimate light and vision. So beautiful… but how do we actually do this? How are you meant to move into and through your fear this week?
In your body, fear and your desire/need to protect yourself are represented by the spleen. You know we always have to bring it back to the body and to your health in this space. The spleen is connected to your body-based intuition; it holds the memory and the experience of your fear and your cellular army of immune protection. As the baseline of this energetic weather, it’s been rearing its head and will continue to prompt us through Sunday. If fear is the starting point that leads us to wisdom, it’s vital that we understand our natural relationship to it. Let’s get specific…
If you’re unfamiliar with your Human Design profile, I highly recommend looking it up to see if your spleen is “defined/filled-in” (natural steadiness/focused/ activated) or “undefined/empty” (sensitive/easily influenced/neutral). I don’t often talk about the sources that guide my weekly energetic emails, but human design is one of the elements that I consider when weaving all the players into the picture. It can give us some profound takeaways around how we are uniquely influenced and impacted by the journey of fear to wisdom to clarity this week.
Soooo let me give you a mini-lesson on yours! Look up your human design chart HERE. Your spleen is the sideways triangle on the far left side of your bodygraph.
If like me, your spleen is undefined (white/empty):
You are naturally fearless. Courage is your middle name and your default state. In other words, if you find yourself hesitating, avoiding, or shutting down because of any kind of fear…. it’s not yours. It’s a fear you have absorbed from someone else, and it needs to be released to cultivate your unique form of wisdom.
In your original state, your health is naturally very sensitive and easily impacted. It’s your place of vulnerability and, therefore the space you must most adamantly protect. If you are struggling with your health, it comes down to this: the people you are around are taking priority, you are absorbing everyone’s pains and fears, and symptoms like a sponge.
You have a gifting that allows you to read others’ bodies, to see the state of their health very clearly, but at the same time, your connection to your own body can become very easily clouded and misconstrued. This means that, despite your intense sensitivity, you can lose sight of your state when you are around others and can find yourself suddenly very unwell based purely on the environment you’ve been soaking in. Others’ bodies affect you deeply. If your gift is not understood and wielded well, your body will be thrown off by how much you pick up on others’ states - physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually.
You need to clear your energy by reviewing the relationships in your life that are weaving fear into your everyday and set yourself free to come to your neutral. Wisdom comes to you when you are able to hear yourself, your body, clearly. This happens when you are open to wisdom downloads that are purely divine and not influenced by others. Who are you listening to? Are you making life choices based on what “wise” people are saying or what your body is saying? You can read everyone else’s bodies so well, but that’s not your first priority. Your body is. Focus on keeping your energy clear first, then from a place of clarity you can share what you see in others and support them, your strong identity has been worked in and boundaries are actively maintained.
If you have a defined spleen:
You are naturally very grounded in your body and have the gift of incredible body-based intuition. The fear you face will be based on which gates (numbers) are defined in your chart and will be an emotional state you grow with throughout your life to strengthen your unique form of wisdom.
In your original state, you are actually quite sturdy physically, meaning you have a solid constitution. If you are struggling with your health, it comes down to two things: overserving/rescuing others and trying to control others.
You have a profound understanding of your own rhythms and needs, but you tend to forget or may not realize that others are not the same as you. What you struggle with is the ability to tune into others as clearly as you are able to tune into yourself. As a result, you unconsciously tend to project and assume others are experiencing the same physical needs or will benefit from the solutions that worked so well for you. You love to help and you will often make this your profession or purpose, because others will long for your sturdiness and praise you for your hero role. You are a superhero. That’s a fact. But, when you make supporting and fixing others your priority, your body suffers, your fears ramp up, and your undefined family, friends, co-workers and lovers amplify it all making it even tougher for you. You start to lose your connection to your internal intuition and your fears affect not only you, but those around you, reducing the beneficial impact I know you wish to provide.
You need to return to yourself by detaching from the internal pressure to step in and rescue or solve or fix others’ lives. You’re only called to steward your own. When you care for yourself fully, you bless others with your stability. When you let your fears drive you, others (the undefined) will amplify this, and it will spread. You can be such a gift, such a healing anchor for humanity when you are living with healthy boundaries. Your wisdom is so natural and profound, but it starts with embodiment, not redirection or teaching.
Summary: The more you tune in and energetically enmesh with others’ bodies (undefined) or the more you project and try to solve/fix others’ bodies (defined), the more possibility there is for losing connection with your own intuition, finding yourself swimming in fear, and experiencing illness.
Boundaries are required for health, wisdom, and clarity. Establishing a life that honors your wiring around fear (surrendering to your default make-up) can allow wisdom to flow in naturally without effort. Soaking in this effortless wisdom is what will clear the fog that may be hiding your next life step. Play with this all week. The full moon in Aries tonight may activate you and give you the energy to make changes. Use it! Start honoring what you need to remove or navigate fear, surrender fully to invite in wisdom, and clarity will land.
Feel free to use one of my top 2025 subconscious statements: “I can do it, or God will provide.”
Moon Schedule
October 6th - Full moon in Aries @8:47 PM
Aries rules the head. Let yourself soften your jaw, relax your forehead, ease your neck. This is the time to massage your scalp, gua sha your neck and gently pull on your ear lobes. Heat is strong and you may feel both figuratively and literally your blood boil. You may also just feel restless energy. Let yourself move, but also be cautious with going too hard for the sake of going hard. We slow down the energy of one (aries) by invoking its opposite (libra), and libra encourages balance. Pursue a balanced approach to yourself and others through Wednesday.
October 8th - Moon in Taurus
Taurus rules the thyroid. Speak. Let yourself talk it out. To yourself and if you feel ready, to others. All that aries brings up may need to be expressed. If your tonsils get sore, if your hair starts falling out, if you start to hold on to weight… this is your thyroid asking to be heard. Your throat letting you know it feels repressed. Speak.
October 10th - Moon in Gemini
Gemini rules the lungs. Breathe. You will need a lot of oxygen this week. Set a timer on your phone for every 4 hours to slow down and try a breathing exercise. I love my counting to calm exercise. I’ve done it for years. Inhale for 3 counts and exhale for 4. Grief is the emotion that lives in the lungs. If allergies and difficulty breathing arise, consider looking not just at the physical but also the emotional impact. If you find yourself waking around 4 AM on these nights, I especially encourage you to ask your body what it’s holding on to that needs to be felt fully and closed out.
October 12th - Moon in Cancer
Cancer rules the stomach. How has your digestion felt? If you’ve been stressed and unable to create healthy stomach acid, or your nervous system has struggled to transition from alarm mode to calm mode, or your appetite has felt off, these days will highlight this and bring it to your attention. The stomach is our first line of internal defense against bacteria, viruses, fungi, and parasites. We need it strong and active. If you’re feeling symptoms on these days, check in on the health of your digestive system. The stomach is the top of the line for the entire digestive tract!
Your astrological map is a powerful tool to understand sources of chronic symptoms, health blocks, your body’s vulnerabilities and strengths, and the best preventative measures to stay strong, youthful, vibrant, and dis-ease free. I can introduce you to your map in my single session or use your astrology to dive very deep as a part of your Concierge Reset. Come see me!